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Those moments carefully stored away

I am walk­ing over hal­lowed ground
Over grave­yards white and bleached
It’s per­fectly silent, there is no sound
The world is qui­etly beseeched
I keep on tread­ing, trudg­ing
I behold my soul grudg­ing
As I step over sticks and Styx
Because time has lost it’s rhythm
Lost it’s rhyme
Twelve strikes on the chime
As I’m
Pass­ing skele­tons reach­ing for the sun
A danse macabre, silently spun

Mymind wants to wan­der, wants to run
To another place, wants to pry ajar
A door that leads to a land afar
My heart’s inclined to rem­i­nisce
Trieshardto dis­miss
Dis­pel
This state of mind
Don’t want to dwell
On thoughts that do not bode well
And so I go on look­ing, search­ing, seek­ing
For those moments care­fully stored away
Filed and num­bered for such a day
For times when there may be dis­may
And as I retrieve, one by one
All those minute points in time
As I look at all the things I’ve done
I hap­pen upon an autumn day in the sun

It is quite astound­ing
How my heart’s now pound­ing
How I hastily open this memory’s page
How I engage
All my senses in this moment past
And I feel its sounds and smells and sights
Fill every cor­ner of my inner cham­bers fast
These truly are the lights
That break through the dark­est nights
These lit­tle plea­sures, trea­sures
Points in time, divine

For what would we be
With­out any mem­ory?
With­out days lived with sim­ple joy and plea­sure
How could we cope with­out such trea­sure?
I would not want to live from day to day
With­out hav­ing some to store away
With­out hav­ing any­thing to pon­der
Any­thing to look back on, to mar­vel at and won­der
Such a life would surely be
As if walk­ing over hal­lowed ground
Over grave­yards white and bleached
Over a place per­fectly silent, with­out sound
Until the end of the line has been reached

© Thorsten Becker

You sacrificed a part of yourself

You sac­ri­ficed a part of your­self
To pro­tect the whole of me
To cover me, keep me safe
Pro­tect me from life’s cut­ting winds
From the cold­ness of frozen hearts
From blan­ket­ing notions
Descend­ing like white shrouds
Through your lov­ing kind­ness you taught me
To always care for those
We hold dear, we hold close


Ded­i­cated to my grand­fa­ther, who I only knew for the first 8 years of my life but who will always stay with me. This year marks the 30th anniver­sary of his death.

© Thorsten Becker

I shall forever be autumn’s child

Here it comes, that first chill in the air, that blue mes­sen­ger from the north, the first sil­ver light that fil­ters through fad­ing green. Barely notice­able, summer’s final days have arrived. Softly the trees begin to sing their farewell songs. Autumn’s first breath passes along their crowns, car­ries with it ocher and sienna and bur­gundy notes of good­bye as it slowly unrav­els their emer­ald gar­ments. I wel­come you, bringer of scarfs and woolen coats, of knit­ted gloves and padded boots, for my heart beats in rhythm with your rac­ing winds, my soul embraces your twi­light, you, bringer of early sun­sets and brisk starry nights. Here, in the cor­ri­dor of ethe­real sights, hall­way of mys­te­ri­ous lights, I shall walk beside you and breath in your mossy, earthy fra­grance, that smell of pump­kin desserts and mush­room soups. For rain or shine, storm or gen­tle chill, I shall for­ever be autumn’s child.

© Thorsten Becker

An autumn dream

An autumn dream, orig­i­nally uploaded by Thorsten Becker.

Come and fol­low the mossy path
Down by the wil­low trees, past weath­ered stone walls.
Walk through the mist that dances in the fad­ing sun.
Feel the rustling under your feet, of fallen leaves
Care­fully placed as a blan­ket to warm your feet.
And as you make your way around houses left long ago
Upon for­got­ten grounds your eyes now gaze.
Enter through the rusted gate, under­neath the faded sign
A king’s gar­den in slum­ber, wait­ing for magic words to be spo­ken.
“Awake you trees, you dancers of the woods,
You shrubs and bushes, adorn your­selves in pre­cious gems.”
And sud­denly as golden light streams through the branches frozen
They come to live in vig­or­ous motion.
Stretch­ing out to take you by the hand,
Dressed in golden gar­ments shin­ing bright.
Their blos­soms turn to bril­liant stones
Of ruby, sap­phire and amethyst, it is as if
Never there was a more per­fect time
To be enchanted by an autumn dream.

? Thorsten Becker